Alright. Let’s just make a giant list.
Good or bad first?
Ok, good choice.

Bad Stuff

• Math project due Friday
• I have to do the math project
• My dad made me go help him with wiring at the new house today
• Awards Night crap tomorrow
• Study Circle Tuesday
• People coming over Wednesday
• Less time to work on project
• AP Test in 8 days
• I think I might go in early this week for the review things. But that depends on who else goes
• Have to mail out calendars this week
• EOCTs and Finals in a few weeks
• Summer

Ok.. that was a lot…

Good Stuff

• I got paid $40 for helping my dad
• uhh..
• oh yeah! I almost got high in the garage. Almost
• My mom bought Goldfish
• Summer

Now I’m going to get whatever this is out of my eye, pick some flowers, and get to my Math project.

seacrest out

1. My name is Armin. Really.
2. I was a pretty chubby baby. That didn’t last long.
3. I move a lot. Far too much.
4. I’m currently downloading “Killing Me Softly” by the Fugees.
5. 10 minutes ago, I learned how to play part of the chorus on violin.
6. I doubt I’ll remember it in 30 minutes.
7. I absolutely love Third Eye Blind. The band.
8. I don’t really like that their lyrics are so negative, but I still love them.
9. I only have like 20 people on my buddy list because I have a habit of deleting people I never talk to.
10. Did I mention I lose touch with most everyone if I don’t see them often?
11. The download finished.
12. I’m listening to “Killing Me Softly.”
13. Of 7 people online, 4 are away.
14. I’ve always wanted to play the guitar, but I never really bothered because it’s so stereotypical.
15. Then again, so is piano. But my mom made me start.
16. I used to hate my piano teacher. A lot more than I’d like to admit.
17. She’s Russian.
18. I’d much rather be at the movies right now.
19. My parents don’t let me go to the movies.
20. I’ll try and download the movie tomorrow. Because I’m cool like that.
21. This is the 21st fact about me.
22. I watched Radio Free Roscoe at 8:30.
23. The show isn’t that great, but the songs on that show are amazing.
24. I stalk people on the internet.
25. I cracked my skull at 2 and broke my arm at 4.
36. This is really supposed to be 26. But I’m typing fast.
27. My mom just gave me the amazing joy of folding laundry…..
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28. I finished folding the laundry.
29. I think xanga is retarded.
30. I would get a LiveJournal, but nobody I know uses those.
31. I’m having tons of fun… here…. all alone…. by myself.
32. I went to school today.
33. I ran two miles in PE. We didn’t have track practice because of rain.
34. When I run, my ankles and my knees hurt like a donkey named Jesus.
35. Growing hurts too.
36. In the 2nd grade I cried at school because a substitute teacher yelled at me. I was blowing spit bubbles.
37. “Killing Me Softly” just ended.
38. “How’s It Going To Be” just started.
39. You’re enjoying reading this, but you’d like to think it’s a waste of time.
40. 2 of 6 people on my buddy list are away.
41. I’m the master of finding stuff on the internet.
42. The only type of music I really hate is “metal”/”acid rock”/”people getting paid to scream.”
43. There is a difference between yelling and screaming.
44. Country just annoys me, but I’ll listen to it.
45. I used to be obsessed with techno. Armin van Buuren, Teisto, Paul van Dyk, Ivan van Dahl, and DJ Mystic.
46. Then I was really into “opera” like music. Like Andrea Bocelli and Josh Groban.
47. Now I just sort of listen to music. Most of the good stuff could be classified as “90′s Alternative.” There’s some stuff that’s still on the radio.
48. “Misfits” just started. Third Eye Blind.
49. Did I mention I like Third Eye Blind?
50. If you forgot, see #7

Bonus Round!
1. There is a lot of thunder and lightning outside.
2. I don’t like it.
3. No me gusta.
4. Man dost nadaaram.
5. I’m bilingual. I’d like to pretend I know Español, but alas, I do not.
6. I’m starting to stress about the AP Test that’s in 10 days.
7. This took me exactly 23 minutes and 14 seconds to do.
8. That includes doing laundry.

Hope you had as much fun as I did.
I’ll be turning off the computer and going to sleep now.
Bye.

In the past year, I’ve really learned that losing someone, permanently or just for a few weeks at a time, really makes you realize how much they mean to you. How much they make a difference in each and every day. How great it is to argue with them. Or just what a bright person they were.

So what happens when you lose someone who already means so much to you?

I’ve been outrageously busy all week…
Something to do after school every day.. including an Orchestra Concert that I have to leave for in 2 hours.. after I take a shower, do piano, finish my essay, eat, and put on my stupid clothes…

“Yeah, she is.”