I was going to…
May 25th, 2005
…say something meaningful, profound, and deep. But I realized the whole world doesn’t care.
So if you look to the right under “AIM” and see the running man, click it and we’ll talk.
I’m bored. 75 days till school starts…
<4, because 3 wasn’t big enough…

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Somewhere there’s speaking
It’s already coming in
Oh and it’s rising at the back of your mind
You never could get it
Unless you were fed it
Now you’re here and you don’t know why
But under skinned knees and the skid marks
Past the places where you used to learn
You howl and listen
Listen and wait for the
Echoes of angels who won’t return
Chorus
He’s everything you want
He’s everything you need
He’s everything inside of you
That you wish you could be
He says all the right things
At exactly the right time
But he means nothing to you
And you don’t know why
You’re waiting for someone
To put you together
You’re waiting for someone to push you away
There’s always another wound to discover
There’s always something more you wish he’d say
Chorus
But you’ll just sit tight
And watch it unwind
It’s only what you’re asking for
And you’ll be just fine
With all of your time
It’s only what you’re waiting for
Out of the island
Into the highway
Past the places where you might have turned
You never did notice
But you still hide away
The anger of angels who won’t return
Chorus
I am everything you want
I am everything you need
I am everything inside of you
That you wish you could be
I say all the right things
At exactly the right time
But I mean nothing to you and I don’t know why
And I don’t know why
Why
I don’t know
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I couldn’t get to sleep last night. At all. I think I just laid in bed for a good hour before I fell asleep. That’s in-normal.
Then this morning, I couldn’t get out of bed. I was exhausted. I got caught up with something on the computer (since I get online before school :/ :nerd:), and I left for the bus stop 2 or 3 minutes later than usual. So I’m just walking along down the street thinking about the finals I have today. Hmm… AP and English… OH! English. Turned around, sprinted past 2 houses, cut through a backyard, up the hill behind my driveway, into the house, up the stairs, into my room and got my textbook.
So now I’m another 5 minutes behind. I jog all the way to the front of the neighborhood and wait for the bus a good 15 or 20 seconds before it shows up. And it was early.
Then I get off the bus at school. I’m walking into the building. Once again, I have to turn around, go down to the end of the line of buses (while they’re all trying to leave), convince my bus driver to open her door, and watch her laugh at me because I left my book (the one I worked so hard to get) in my seat. Oy.
Finals were pretty easy. Didn’t change my grades much. (Many cities in the Roman urban system were original part of what civilization? Goths lol.)
We got out of school early. I’m walking home down the side of someone’s house like I do everyday. Of course I’m like exactly half way to my backyard when what happens? Their sprinklers decide to pop their stupid little heads out of the grass. Great. I didn’t get too wet, but come on? First I leave my book at home, then on the bus, and now I’m sprinklerized?
I had this random chicken stuff for lunch. I found it in the freezer. It was gross. Like you.
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I have no idea…
May 22nd, 2005
…what happened, but all posts made after April 29th were temporarily lost along with most comments and all categories.
Luckily I had a backup, but it was a bit more than a week old. Oh well. One of the posts was recovered thanks to Google cache. Yay, Google.
hmm… I’m not sure what I want to do with this site in the future…
But at the moment, I’ll be getting cron set up to backup the site automatically…
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