All in all, interesting (and incredibly tiring) weekend…
not much else to be said…

Show me what you hide
deep
in your
(pretty) (green)
eyes.

A certain someone told me just sitting and writing is more effective than thinking, so we’ll see how that goes…

I haven’t talked to anyone in oh… a good 2 hours now. Wow. That’s far too much time to think.

As it turns out, my 15th birthday will pretty much be the worst day of my live. Something to look forward too…

I don’t know. So here we are, exactly 2 weeks until summer, and of course I’m right back where I was last year. I’m losing all of my friends (instead of just most of them) and I’m going to a new school (which I and every other person hates with a passion). But what scares me is as much as I thought this year would blow, it’s been pretty cool other than a good bit more stress and drama than I prefer. So, what happens next year? I’d like to think it’ll be so much better than what I expect, but what could be better than this?

I took out a whole bunch of anger on the piano and made crappy music. Music has a huge effect on you. More than I realized. If you’re depressed, don’t listen to loud depressing music. And if you’re high on drugs, don’t listen to songs about killing people and having sex. Thinking is basically pointless.

Lately, I’ve been doubting a lot beliefs I’ve always had, and I’m not sure I really like it. Ok, so one part is awesome. But… some of the thoughts I’ve been having lately make me feel… dirty and impure. Hmm… that must sound really weird. Not those kind of thoughts.
So again, thinking is basically pointless.

It’s so wonderfully ironic that I hate school so much, and yet whenever I’m at home, I’d much rather be there.

To sum up, I need something happy. Something to look forward to.

“We’ll all float on.”

…I hate you.
And that really sucks for you.

I think…
…I love you.
And that really sucks for me.

(I officially hate life between the hours of 8:15AM-10:15AM and 1:00PM-11:00PM)

Orchestra concert tonight. That’s cool. So what’re we doing in orch for the rest of the year?
Science written final was easy.
94 on an AP test. And that’s without the 10 points fool.

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