I’ve decided to end my 2 week hiatus from posting.
It would have ended long ago if there was any motivation for me to write…
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So. I’m pretty much busy as all hell.
But not really, just because I’m lazy.

First, I’m ranked second in the class again. I’m not complaining, but it’s hella annoying. (Oh crap… I just said hella…) No one even knows who number one is.
Second, I was thoroughly unimpressed with my PSAT scores. I gained one point on the PSAT scale (10 on the SAT) from last year. Great. Wonderful. Obviously I’ve learned and developed a lot in the past year.

Most importantly, I finally freaking got my permit. I drove around the neighborhood twice this weekend, and I honestly have to say I think I’m pretty good. And I’m basically the master of reverse.

Well… Piano recital is in just over a month. I’m excited, and I know that after what happened 3 (or was it 4?) years ago, I will do at least alright. But my piece is pretty long and intimidating. I should probably umm… start memorizing it.
Georgia Large Group Performance Evaluation is in just over a month as well. (I think it’s the same weekend…) Normally not a big deal at all. Except for the fact that I have a freaking solo. We have to turn in practice records for the next six weeks starting next Monday. Three adsl;fkaer hours a week. Ugh. With a cherry on top.

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I’m starting to get frustrated with myself. I spend my school days waiting for the weekend, and my weekends waiting for school to start again.
I know everyone says these are the golden years, and it’s only going to get worse and more difficult from here, but I’m really hoping I’m an exception.

I really want to to go to college. I feel like I’m ready to start working towards a career. I feel like I need to gain some independence. Hell, I want to hurry up and get married.

At least time is going by quickly.

Me

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Posted at 5:16 pm.

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