I was pretty sure that upon returning from my pilgrimage in Israel, things would be different.
I’ve been craving a world entirely different from the previous semester, mostly for selfish and inexcusable reasons.

Now, less than 12 hours after once again returning to this glorious nation, I’ve decided that that world is not coming back.

Junior year has been sort of overwhelming for me. I’ve never actually had to work for anything. I haven’t really had responsibilities that leave other people depending on me. I’ve also never been very involved in my surroundings, I’ve never been focused on any goals, and I’ve never questioned any of those facts.

So I guess this last August marked the beginning of the end of the transition from zygote to full-fledged adult. I’m not sure how I feel about this.

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Posted at 6:15 pm.

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