It is currently 2:54am, and I am not aware of any reasons as to why I am still awake. I am incredibly frustrated for no good reason. I think I should give up while I’m still ahead (and haven’t made a fool of myself), but I want it so bad.

This week has been pretty crazy.
Monday: no school, shopping
Tuesday: Persian New Year (eve?) and accompanying dinner
Wednesday: Real Persian New Year and accompanying dinner
Thursday: A Midsummer Night’s Dream at school
Friday: Feast and Nissa’s “party”

And it will continue with my piano recital tomorrow, which I honestly don’t care about.

Next week is GHSGT, which should make for an exciting week. Alas, next part of my term paper is due Friday, stupid Spanish project, and I have to stay after school for Physics everyday.

But there’s always something to complain about, isn’t there?

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I’m the type of person who’s interest is peaked by those radio commercials about people who suffer from anxiety. Even when I was 6 or 7 I constantly worried about everything. So it’s quite strange to think that I’m honestly not worried about anything right now.

I have a Spanish midterm tomorrow. I’m taking the SAT this weekend. I have to prepare a solo for my orchestra midterm next week. My grandma is coming this weekend. I have to reschedule my piano lesson this week. I need to start reading my book for a 5 page term paper. I have a piano recital at the end of this month. I only have half of my service hours that are due in 9 weeks. I have AP tests in just over 2 months.

But I don’t really care about any of those things right now.
Well, they don’t worry me, and that’s what matters.

And this can only be blamed on one of two things:
1) Fasting really detaches you from everything.
2) I’m crazy about her.

Which is why I would like to send this brief letter:

Dear Women of the World,
If you would like someone of the opposite gender to know that you have feelings for them, please do not use it as an exercise in employing subtlety. That can only lead to misinterpretation on our part and general confusion. So be a little more obvious. If you don’t want the aforementioned person to know of your feelings, don’t come close to flirting with them. This will also lead to misinterpretation and confusion. Misinterpretation and confusion should always be avoided.
Concisely,
Armin

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