95% of the time the title of my blog posts has absolutely nothing to do with content and is just taken from whatever is playing on shuffle. It’s too stressful and too final to deliberately choose a title. This title falls in the other 5% and was chosen deliberately.
I’m getting really tired of giving so much more to people than I take. Which is kind of ironic considering how self-serving and uncompassionate I consider myself to be. I’m tired of cleaning up after other people’s mistakes. I’m tired of answering stupid (and unstupid) questions that can be answered by 15 seconds of Googling or applying basic human thought. I’m tired of teaching people how to do things for the umpteenth time.
I don’t think I ask for a lot. Maybe you can chalk that up to my independence and foresight; I’d be pretty much fine on my own if I were capable of getting an actual job and a decent cookbook. I realize that I’m (overly) particular and hold others to high standards, but for God’s sake can’t you just give me a break and do something for me.
I kinda get the feeling like I’m being used,
And now I get the feeling that you never heard
One goddamned word I ever said.